*+[[UnDeNiED eNtRy]]*++

"Deny yourself, take up the cross and follow me"

Well, following Christ is never easy, and even when we read the stories of saints, their lives as they consecrate themselves to Jesus, was never easy too. Some in fact had more demanding, challenging life. A life which they lift up their suffering to Jesus, though filled with suffering, humility, and hardship, they set their eyes upon Him and followed Him. Never once did they looked back. Never once did they regret. Never once did they filled with self pity. They never, they only looked at Jesus, they modelled after the one who had died for the sins of all mankind.

Well, deciding where to go have been the current issue now. Whether to stay or to leave. There is really alot of factors to considers, factors which i have to give up or which i will gain if i leave, factors which i will not get or gain if i stay. This issue has spiralled me through a multitudes of weather. It has caused many different emotions to be manifested.

Well, the beautiful thing is that, no matter how many times i tried to source for answers through people i meet, God has been there in that silent voice. My heart have been hearing these words:" It is only through seeking me, where you will be able to find peace to make a decision."

Well, i really want to be able to make a firm decision this time round. And after that, i dont want to look back. NO. I want to move forward in my journey with God, in this journey He has planned for me.

All in hope, an Occupational Therapist dream.

posted by Humpty @ 11:53 PM